But we can have overcome the deceitfulness of riches and still not be content. Other things that can rob our peace are the cares of this world, and the desires for other things (Mark 4:19). In particular worry, or envy, or bitterness or impatience, any of these things can rob us our peace and joy. Paul could declare “I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content” (Philippians 4:11), and I can say that I am learning. At some level I have great patience, waiting over twenty one years for Him to come through with what He has promised. On the other hand standing in line at the store the other day I allowed myself to become impatient. And before I knew it, my tone with the one serving me (when I eventually got there) was ungodly. It was perhaps understandable, but still inappropriate for an ambassador (2 Corinthians 5:20).
But I am learning! When I saw the reaction of the girl serving me I apologized to her. It really was not her fault, she was merely the recipient of the lightening bolts of mine and others frustration (I was not the only one who was impatient with her). I have learned not to beat myself up at such times. I used to be quite good at that! But I am learning to quickly obey His command to replace my frustration, or anger, or wounded pride with prayer and supplication with thanksgiving (Philippians 4:6). And in this way I soon return to the great gain of contentment. The sooner I obey, the sooner the peace returns (verse 7). After all it a promise!
Father, the thought comes to me again this morning, that in many things we all fail (James 3:2). Thank You that You are not disappointed with me when I fail, but You are faithful and just both to forgive and to cleanse me (1 John 1:9). While I am so aware that I have not yet arrived, I am learning to be content with progress. I am not what I want to be (I want to be like You), but I thank You this morning Lord, that I am not what I once was. Thank You Lord for Your patience with me, in Jesus Name Amen
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