Sure
I love the experience of His love poured out in my heart (Romans
5:5), and would miss that. But among things I would not miss, are the
trials and difficulties that come with life and with standing against
the increasingly militant culture that misunderstands my wanting to
love as hate. Who needs that? I am not saying my suffering is
anywhere near Paul's. I mean his fighting with beast at Ephesus was
clearly about being thrown into the arena. He didn’t need that,
and neither do I! We were talking recently about what it costs to
convert to Christianity in some countries. Even today you can be
legally killed according to their law! If it wasn’t all true why
would anyone want that! What advantage indeed?
There
has to be something more than the subjective experience of His
presence, as precious as it is. We need hope of something better, and
this hope needs to be sure and steadfast. The writer to the Hebrews
tells us that this hope for which we pray is exactly that, it's an
anchor for the soul, and it passes behind the veil (Hebrews 6:19)
into the very presence of God. As I sit here I am seeing it as no
coincidence that I am blogging this subject this morning. I ask God
day by day for things to write that are relevant to my life. And this
morning I am needing the assurance that I have not believed cunningly
devised fables (2 Peter 1:6), that this light affliction is but
for a moment (2 Corinthians 4:17), and though sorrow may last for the
night, joy will come in the morning (Psalm 30:5).
Father,
it's so easy to take my eyes off what You are doing, and obsess and
grieve for the things that so easily discourage me. And I want to
thank You Lord for the sure hope that there is indeed coming a day
when there will be no more tears or suffering (Revelation 21:4). I
needed this anchor this morning Father. Lord, I cannot pass
this hope on to the world through logic alone. But Lord please let my
testimony do it, the testimony that I have found a secure place to
stand in You, based on Your Word, Your truth and the experience of
Your loved poured out in my heart. In the meantime Lord, give me the
courage and the tenacity to be steadfast immovable always abounding
in You. In this way may my living hope be contagious in Jesus Name
Amen
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